reversehaven

hmm.. post for a few days...
:Wednesday, March 09, 2005:

Well, i haven't posted for quite a few days, so I guess, here's it...

friday night---

Slurpee... I wan my slurpeee.eeeee!!!

Ehh? slurpppeeee???

SSLLUURRRPPEEE!!!

*hic... slurpeee... *hic.....

Saturday--

went to Joshua&jocelyn's house for YF...

nice view of my house from their house.. hmm...

their dog.. cute right? ehh.. wait.. hey josh.. how much did the ecstasy cost? you fed your dog some right?

Sunday--

daniel(my maternal cousin)sticking his tongue out.. he's got a tongue ulcer.. haha.. thats cute...

Monday--

Was supposed to meet Mr Hee in the library.. but no.. he wasn't there.. hmm.. Went scouting all ard for him.. he must've been flirting until he finally decided to call me back.. damn..

whoa.. a tablet PC.. whose?

definitely not Mr Hee's...

IC.. its Kua's.. or whatever his name is (sorrie.. din manage to get your name...)

attended math lecture.. probably for the last time...

gonna miss many ppl here.. Debate team, class, OG, grandpa(see pic)

grandma...... :P
Well, what a nin's gotta do, a nin's gotta do.. what can I say...

Today (Tues)--

went with Jeremy to the Gym.. after that, settled down for a sumptuous lunch wiht him at westmall.. Sighs.. my muscles somehow look more prominent.. but i've lost a lot of my fitness :( gotta train up again.. i'm going back gym again this week...

germy... heeee.... he copy wat i ate!!

well, read Lydia's blog.. kinda got into the reflective mood after that.. Well, like I said there, even the legendary renegade jedi has lotsa english to learn from her blog.. hmm...

Well, it is true that Singapore is a cage here for people who have abstract talents.. in fact, I would so love to have that as the next debate topic.. err.. oh no.. horror of horrors.. I signed up for poly.. that means WHAT?! NO DEBATING FOR THE NEXT THREE YEARS?! DANG!!!

sigh. I feel pretty stifled.. mosta my talents and passions left with practically nowhere to develop to.. Debate.. ok... unless you are really the leetest(the slang term for the most elite) in the institution you are in, you won't get to be a debator (well, I simply became the leetest in YCS because nobody else wanted to debate.. vice versa in JJ)

even in flute... Just to get a flute alone costs a bomb.. not only that, to be able to join a competitive band is not easy, unless you're in a school which has a good band.

Sighs.. brings back reminiscence from the past.. sighs.. I miss the days where life was just so simple. sometimes I hate memories. good memories only make you want to wish to relive them and hate the state you are in now. Bad memories only remind you of past sadness.. (listening to a piece of music from Gundam seed, played by a string quartet.. rather sad music.. the typical. yah.. and being rather close to tears now..) I miss a lot of people back there.. Fabian, Samuel (the naughty guy...), Soo lan, Lance, Beatrice (beat-rice we always called her.. she's now in JJ.. probably attached)... many others.. well, amongst all of them, thankfully i'm still in touch with Sherman, Ongty(tze yuan), and Jeremy.. well, the four of us were always a gang together.. always the 'extra four'... I kinda miss those days.. They demolished whatever was left of it.. and built what's the current Pei Hwa building now..

miss the times I had in CCK winds.. THe 'growing up' period.. which was almost complete before I transferred to YCS... The first few times I wore formal clothing, the very first time I was ever in town without my parents (in elizabeth concert hall, raffles hotel for Crescendo II performed by the then CCK winds), the very first time I've touched, played, and mastered an instrument, the very first time I've performed on stage, not just in school but outside..

Sigh.. well, YCS will be an addition to the not-so-painful memory.. i'm already starting to miss my days there... I hate JC.. but there again, i'm not sure if Poly can provide that same...homely feeling for me.. Probably not..

Well, life goes on. thats a painful fact. I live for only one reason-to die.. This is a reality.. all life lives only to die in the end. well, but i guess this is perhaps why my life is so empty.. a life without Christ..

I guess i'll end my veeeerrrrrrryyyyyyy lllllllooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggggg entry here..

The reversehaven spoke at 3:20 PM