Well, there are many things I wanna take up at Sp... Wehn I get into SP, that is...
WEll, I'm pretty undecided about what to take up, especially since there are so many interests... WEll, perhaps I should be thankful that there's no shooting club in SP since it wil add to my dilemma. However, that means I cannot join shooting club, and make use of it to get the CDAns gun club membership (which entitiles me to do shooting at their range for only $2 for 50 shots. cool, huh?). DAMN.. well, i'm determined to take up archery in exchange, and use it to get access to CDans archery club membership.. I don't know how much it'll cost to go shooting arrows at the CDans range each time.. doesn't matter much to me so long as it's within $10 each time I go. After all, I want a place like that which I can go to.. when i'm really unhappy.. to shoot my heart out.
Well, that being said, I already have one thing on my list-archery.. But I can't possibly let go of my mastery of the flute that easily. I mean, my standard has dropped enough. I won't want it to drop anymore. Band is another tentative one. That's two.. I wanna go for jap course (But I failed to sign up on time....)ahh.. forget it then.. I'll learn jap from jerm. konosaki gatoun da yamidanoto.. odewa tsuki sunde yaru.. doyagotogyadattemo... chikarona wo teni ya teyaru.. Well, I musn't forget I still have the Cert in Engineering MAth(CEM)... that will be twice a week or so.. hm.. another thing to worry about.. i'm pretty rusty in math. I used to be able to tackle a math papers without probs.. hm. i'm really rusty.. haven't used my brain properly for almost 6-8 months... ever since o lvls..
Hmm. one last thing to take into consideration would be the debate club.. I mean, it's going to be three years.. I'll probably not be able to live without debates... But there again, I joined the alumni in hope that I can take part in the setting up of hte ELDDS there. hmmm.. ok.. I must be crazy.. so many commitments all at once.
Still, I'll have to balance this and other commitments. Well, I think it was silly of me to join camp com. What the heck was I thinking? I can't go for camp after all.. i'm in school for goodness sake..
Sigh.. this year is a pretty crapped up year. Somehow, ever since last year... time seems to be passing twice as fast. While it would be only be february now two years ago(with reference to the start of the year), it's now may.. hmm...
much feelings of jealousy this eyar. Much I cannot accomplish. Just seeing people in JC and me here doing odd jobs like this. .... really makes me go nuts.I mean.. even her.. even she's in JC.. ok. expected. it would come as a total surprise to me if someone like her went to poly. Well, it's surprise enough I went to poly. Well.. whatever.
Sometimes I wonder.... If she had a blog.. what kinda stuff would she write inside.. After all, she barely even comes online for protracted amounts of time. HEck.. nowadays I don't even see her online at all.. She used to come online for like.. a split second... (like.. she uses "appear offline".. perhaps she's just too popular with guys and a hundred or so guys would be there waiting for her to go online.. bleah.) Well, she probably wouldn't have a blog. ever. That makes her so much more mysterious. So much more dangerous(since ther's so much unknown.).. Whatever..
ok.. *smacks myself on the head* wake up... get outta your dream land. That will be enough. Sigh.. I hope that I can just clean forget about her. Forget. Well, Blame myself. I only have myself to blame for trying to attain such good memory skills. Now I can't forget things I want to. damn...
ARghs. gotta get back to work..haa.. i'm moonlighting here.. hah...skiving.. whatever you would call it. I've still gotta go back. Hm. not mny ppl seem to visit my blog nowadays.. sian..
The reversehaven spoke at 12:48 PM
I did this cool personality selector quiz... and I felt it was rather cool.. Well, anyway, here it is.. I got sasuke (the link i'll put on my navbar) on the first try. Thinking what a whimp sauske becomes later on, by joining orochimaru, I decided to alter a few of my answers.. Somehow, I thought I would get someone else but whaa.. i got itachi!! cool.