i don't know. i tend to be very depression prone. perhaps this is a personality trait of melancholic type personalities. like myself.
in times like this i just wish i could just have the rolling green pastures.... one target board... my bow and arrows.. nice sunny weather.. and me alone with myself.
no.. i HAD to be in school training....
i don't know. don't feel like saying much.
i wanted so much to pamper myself a bit... after all the hardships i've been through for so long. wanted to have something really nice to eat. drat. my mum wouldn't cook my favourite stuff.. okay rather, she had cooked some tofu stuff...
I was almost just tempted to ask my mum to come fetch me home from school... something so counter-intuitive... just felt so in desperate need for a nice pamper.. :(
anyway, i took the train home after training... pampered myself with a nice ramly burger and goreng pisang. well, that's all i could really afford if i were to carefully spend my finances.
sometimes i wonder why i struggle so hard. is there light at the end of the tunnel? i'd love to spend this time in a nice hangover.
I NEED a holiday. :(
The reversehaven spoke at 8:41 PM
:Monday, December 04, 2006:
finally over with monday.
sigh.. i have a LOT to catch up with before the end of the semester. :( everything just ain't going right in my life. monday's barely over but i have to prepare for the mental torture of tuesdays. damn. i hate tuesdays.
so many things to rush during the week.. sometimes you wish you could take a breather during wed thu and fri. When you're barely done taking the breather.. you're back into the RUSH of monday and tuesday.
got so many things on my back. i need a break. A very long one. one that i've been wishing for ever since poly started....
The reversehaven spoke at 9:13 PM
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