reversehaven

20.
:Thursday, November 22, 2007:

well, i've lived for two decades. I've always wondered what it's like to have lived for two decades. or have seen two decades just fly pass you. I always thought in the year 2000 we would have travellators like the jetsons and stuff. Tio scammed, now we're in 2007 but we don't have that yet.

so much has changed. Back then when I was just a toddler, the MRT only ran to clementi, and we had to take bus to get to katong, my grandparents' place.

back then in primary school, I used to wet my pants and my bed.

memories....sometimes I just wish I had a day off and a day to look back and reflect.

Woke up today...dragged myself out of bed. I really hated having to. having to go to school. woke up at 10, yea already late for lesson, dragged myself out of bed and ended up in class 40 minutes late. Spent the afternoon lecture time in the lecture theatre trying to set up the programming for the microchip. one of the not so happy birthdays ,but heck. birthdays aren't big events to me.

Came back, and my mum gave me a red packet containing $60. Felt elated, and i'm now scheming on how to get another $60 so that I can buy myself a decent acoustic guitar.

one thing i can't understand. what's with birthdays? never had much special stuff about them, but why does everyone make such a big fuss about them?

The reversehaven spoke at 9:30 PM

tio scammed!
:Monday, November 19, 2007:

haha. to all who wished me happy birthday, i'm sorry to disappoint you that it's not my birthday. haha. Well, I put a fake birthday in friendster when I started my account some..... 4 years ago? yea, but I didn't bother to update it so it's still a fake birthday.

but still, I appreciate the birthday wishes, and if any of you wants to know the real date, just promise to treat me on the day itself you'll be entitled to know :P

The reversehaven spoke at 7:56 PM

the hypocrite and critic in me.
:Sunday, November 18, 2007:

Sometimes I wonder if each of us has a hypocrite and a critic in us. I seem to have one. Everything I seem to fight so strongly for, there seems to be just a portion of me who would cross the bounds and do the exact opposite.

and many times, I'm so self-critical, to the extent that I double think everything I do after it's done and feel bad about most of it.

Just wild thinking. Anyway, got my nice grey copic marker. Alright, gonna start doing some drawing. Art is a BANG!. Never entirely appreciated or enjoyed art until now. maybe i'll post some pics when i'm done.

The reversehaven spoke at 8:52 PM