reversehaven

MY BLOG IS DYING....
:Saturday, June 25, 2005:

Sigh. blog is really dying.

Well, I'm extremely elated to have been given a chance to play badminton with someone.. after so much plotting and scheming, finally lured that person out.. hehe.

Well, do'nt feel like saying much. nothing much to say. Feelings I need to keep inside. whatever. i'll announce when it's ripe.

The reversehaven spoke at 12:11 AM

my jap name.. hehe.
:Thursday, June 23, 2005:

My japanese name is Nakamura (center of the village)Ibuki (mighty blow)

Well, tze yuan had his jap name to be some monkey crossing the river or sth..hahaa..

The reversehaven spoke at 12:28 AM

sigh.
:Wednesday, June 22, 2005:

Don't feel like posting much. Well, there were a few expository topics I wanted to talk about.. but given my mood.. do'nt feel like saying much.

Ren suan bu ru tian suan. I wanted so much to play badminton wiht her... but... well... i'm still 18....

I wish to play badminton sometime soon. Can't wait another two days. That's when I'll let fly my next arrow. I can't wait to try out hte techniques I thought about.

The reversehaven spoke at 8:57 PM

Disappointed.
:Monday, June 20, 2005:

Well, I've heard things. Things that made me super disappointed. I'm like.. feeling so sad and lifeless. Sigh. news disappoints me. ESP if it's news concerning her. WHATEVER... I wish I had better control over my emotions. And better control of how much of it I display.

Well, that was last night. Today, i went for youth conference. So few guys. Didn't really get to know many other guys. but got to know one girl. Berenice i think her name is.. WHa... she put me to shame. I'm supposed to be an active encouragement com member.. as well as someone who's inner desire is to work with the hearts of believers, and help the younger ones to grow, while helping those falling away to come back. and YET.. in such a job, you have to be very person conscious.. and YET... i didn't notice her altho she's been attending YF for quite some time. ARGH. (man... and I was stupid enough to invite her to join YF.. WTH.)

Wel, I went off for school. Rushed out my tutorials. Fortunately I still can remember 90%. But I was totally stumped and tired out during engineering math class. Had a 10 min nap (thank goodness the ppl from the next class were super late.) then felt more refreshed. Then during break time, went down with saliza, feldy and chiho for McDonalds. Sigh. i only have another $15 to last me the next 10 days. no choice. had to spend $4 on the mac stuff. otherwise i'll really die for the next 1.5 hrs there in class. well, if you see me lying ont hte streets one day with torn and tattered clothing,... haha.. i think you might know why. ($11 won't last for 4 days) I guess i'll have to retrieve from my account. My mum gave me her last $50 liao. And poof.. it was spent, just like that.. paid for archery and hi card. left only $20, and spent $5 at youth conference. Mebbe I should go without lunch there tomorrow. mebbe can save a few dollars to last me another day.

Sighs. Well, at least.. i'm elated to know that in 4 days time i'll be shooting my next arrow. can't wait. er.. hope I don't have to do it on a hungry stomach.

The reversehaven spoke at 11:30 PM