Sorrow beyond comprehension.
:Sunday, November 06, 2005:
I just lost three of the things I treasure most.
It got stolen while I was ice skating.. right from my bag.... well, I should have used the locker, but it's too late. all my precious things all gone with it. It was something that almost... symbolised my life.
well, the police was called down, because there were 6 other victims. But chances the culprit is nabbed is slim. Chances of recovery of the palm is even slimmer. :( I guess i'll have to save up for a new one. Sheesh. I wanted to save up for a pair of skates, then for my bow and arrow. I guess that has to wait.
well, put in the worst of positions... My church is going to split. The bulk of the more spiritual people leaving. Well, I suppose blogging it here.. not many people will appreciate.. will understand... But what's clear is that they're splitting. It's a divergence of paths again. now it seems i'm left without a home. Without a retreat. Without a bastion and stronghold of faith I once had in the church.
Now suddenly it seems everything is taken away. Suddenly it seems that what my world truly revolves around.... collapses. Suddenly i'm made to part with all the friends I've made.. some in childhood, some later.
It seems that the whole world caves in.. And here i am.. left alone.. in the cold. Once again. I wish for a time in a world of my own. I wish I do not have to go back to the lethargic vivacity of academic life once again. I just want out.. I want out...
I wish for a haven of rest. I wish for a time... like in the camps.. But unfortunately, this is not possible anymore. I wish for a time for just rest and spiritual regenration....
The reversehaven spoke at 11:21 PM
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