can't recover post. Can't remember
:Thursday, June 30, 2005:
Wel,l I can't recover the previous post which I lost right when hte parental controls blocked out my blog. Can't remember what I typed there, and worst still i'm too lazy to go think.
Ah well, my blog's dying anyway. Whatever. I'm just very miserable. Just felt like shooting some arrows or pellets. Whatever.
Post again tomorrow. Auto cad class was hillarious. Perhaps I should take a video of it sometime.haha.
The reversehaven spoke at 9:40 PM
Out of posting again.
well, the parental controls decided to block blogs again.
Too bad. won't be posting for a long time
until it's settled.
The reversehaven spoke at 1:07 PM
:Tuesday, June 28, 2005:
Lotsa secrets revealed. Disappointed. No mood to type. no mood to blog.
Four years of waiting. Was my waiting in vain? the four years would end on my birthday this year.
What IS God's will? if God's will wasn't for me to be with her... then why is it that in spite of repeated attempts to forget her, I can't? and even right now, knowing that she likes someone else, I can't let go of her?
The reversehaven spoke at 12:19 AM
reminisence~feelings not erased
:Sunday, June 26, 2005:
Listening to:reminisence~feelings not erased (from chrono cross)
Well, this song is rather... well, I just feel just like this song.It's almost like I'm confiding in it. Well, just had so many mixtures of feelings lately.. many things to think about. Monday is school all over again. I wonder if i can cope.
Well, I hope to revamp my life around.. just like the YF stuff are revamped. I need to begin QTing... I need to begin doing alot of things. I need a more fervent prayer life. sigh. so many needs, desires,.....
I'm so dying here.
The reversehaven spoke at 3:21 PM