masks
:Saturday, December 15, 2007:
I wear so many masks sometimes I lose perspective of who I really am. Beneath one mask lies another.
Was talking to enhua about dating. Now i'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever fully reveal my true self. When I find my next date?
nah. don't think i'll date for awhile. a long while. I can't for nuts drag a woman with me to the olympic gold. IF i ever get there.
The reversehaven spoke at 10:27 PM
rain again
:Friday, December 14, 2007:
And when it rains, it rains safely after the camp. It's so amazing to see again with this healing faith of mine the power of God to hold back the rain, even for a day.
though even if it were to rain during the camp, God must have some purpose or plan for it, which constantly amazes me, since God is such a content intensive being. Nothing is done for fun or meets no purpose. Everything, even creation, has it's purpose or plan under the sky.
I put my trust in God.
The reversehaven spoke at 10:55 PM
crunch
:Wednesday, December 12, 2007:
two and a half weeks. Crunch time.
the most frustrating thing is that my program seems right. I cross-checked it with other programs I could find on the internet. BUT THE DAMN SERIAL PORT WON'T BLOODY OUTPUT THE BLOODY DATA........
oh well. it's going to be a long wintry christmas. can't wait till I graduate.
and when I do, I hope the wind blows my sails. It's time for the wheels of destiny to turn. Akatsuki no kuruma. do i have the mandate of heaven?
The reversehaven spoke at 12:30 AM
a time for conquest?
:Monday, December 10, 2007:
is it time for the cogs of fate to sail, or the time for the wheels of destiny to turn?
the question burns in my mind, I can't put it to rest.
Do I have the mandate of heaven?
"May you hit all the targets in your life with God's help, but be prepared to miss some if that is not what God wants for you"
will i hit this target?
The reversehaven spoke at 12:21 AM
