Well, While my church goes for church camp... mosta the YFers go for church camp too.. LEaving me alone here, online and offlnie. Sigh.

Well, she's going too,... not that it bothers me.. But I wish I could go too.

Was just a bat of an eyelid away that we just commenced the last camp.. I still remember the waiter dropped the dessert near my table at that time.. I can still remember how disgusting it looked. Sigh. I can still remember my cunning attemts at getting her photo. Whatever.

Sigh. I'll be missing this year's church camp.. T_T I mean.. I always enjoyed playing games with YFers. But I rarely get to do so nowadays. Now that i've gone poly, chances will be even rarer, since I can't go for YF camp or church camp, which we'll get the most opportunities to play.. T_T

feelign so alone, so hollow right now. I'm wondering how i'll be able to continue with my studies for the next week. I wish I can command thoughts into my head and thoughts from my head. I wish my brain had a delete button or a reformat function. or a encryption, at least.. to encrypt thoughts of her till it's the right time to have such thoughts. But sadly, we have very little control over our thought life. I wish I can choose not to like her. I can't.

Now playing:Radical Dreamers~Nusumenai Houseki

Me
Name: Clement Low
Birthday: if you can guess, you deserve to know.
Country: Singapore
Height: 1.73
Weight: 60 trying to get on 70
CURRENTLY A SLAVE OF THE SAF.

Wishlist Haven
1)guitar
2)spotting scope
3)new x-10s...
4)waterproof footwear
5)new skates (WAITING FOR CLARICE TO GO SKATE SHOPPING WITH ME
6)Hoyt Helix

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