well, i shot 90m once today. i'm kinda satisfied. It seems that i'm edging closer to the day i actually reach the SEA games.

sometimes in my life i just wonder.. what if God were to just step into my life and take this all away. would I surrender it all to him? i'm still in the struggling.. to surrender to God. How best to worship the God I love, and yet pursue the excellence in this sport I love too? Is there a necessary conflict between the two? sometimes I just wonder.

Well, anyway, on another note, i'm just kind of disappointed at today's youngsters. Like most of them I speak to have almost zero tolerance for details and technical explainations. Like no, they don't even bother listening to try and understand you. they'll just brush you aside and let their feelings do the job. huh. emo kids.

I don't know but somehow it's in me to just.......look down upon them. like when i try to impart some knowledge about archery.. there are some juniors (and seniors alike) who would just show a pure contempt and disregard about technicalities in this very technical sport. Yes, mind you, it's a very technical sport. Now i'm not surprised that after seeing this, we still have people who don't tune their plungers, don't align their limbs (and think they're skilled enough to compensate for it by their skill). and we all wonder why they haven't won any events in competition before even though each of them has equal potential to winning them.

but no. i'm really just disappointed at seeing in the local youth.. a pure contempt for intellectual discussion, ... ask them about DDR or RRD or dance dance revolutions or PPG or GGP... they know it all. but ask them about what year the first man stepped on the moon next moment you'll find them asleep in a pool of drool.

like heck.. none of those people i'm talking about are even interested in things like personal development! things like organisational management.. PR skills.. presentation skills.......

i'm sorry i'm choleric-melancholic type psychology. maybe it's just me.
no, i still look down on them.

let them lie asleep in that pool of droll. let's see that pool of drool nourish them for the rest of their pitiful lives.

Now playing:Radical Dreamers~Nusumenai Houseki

Me
Name: Clement Low
Birthday: if you can guess, you deserve to know.
Country: Singapore
Height: 1.73
Weight: 60 trying to get on 70
CURRENTLY A SLAVE OF THE SAF.

Wishlist Haven
1)guitar
2)spotting scope
3)new x-10s...
4)waterproof footwear
5)new skates (WAITING FOR CLARICE TO GO SKATE SHOPPING WITH ME
6)Hoyt Helix

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